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| Hey back again! Well last wed i made my first confession in church, cuz im in RCIA class. Man was i nervous before going into "the box" lol. And when I did go in there I almost fell needless to say lol. But as i started talking and confessing sins and things i needed to get off my chest that were bothering me and stress too..i started to feel so much better..like a weight had been lifted. I know this will sound very corny but it was emotional for me. I cried at one point because of a certain subject I was telling the father about. And on the 26th i believe...neway this saturday i make my communion and in may i go to some cathedral down town and make my confirmation and ill be all done with RCIA. I will be a confirmed catholic. I was baptized catholic i just never did the communion and confirmation stuff. But soon i will be all done. The only reason i did this is cuz i wanna be fully catholic and i want to be able to get married in a catholic church. ttyl . | | |
| Well last night was a blast...NOT!!! What started out as a perfect night of going to hang out at billys dads turned into a disaster in a manner of minutes. Well me and billy and phil and lynn wanted to go to bills dads to chyll..only he was there when we got there. So we or should i say phil decided "lets go to sams" and i have to say i didnt want to go to her house...newhere but there im not to crazy about her. I even told billy and phil and lynn b4 we went out that if it came down to it i dont care if her house is the last resort i dont wanna go there. But neway my feelins were dismissed as always. I cant tell phil and lynn what to do but billy knew how i felt..we coulda went somewhere else.. just us but NOOOO! We had to follow everyone else. So who do we run into on the way to sams kate and the gang. I was like O Shit! At first phil & kate were fine until anthony came round then the shit hit the fan. Kate ditched phil and followed anthony and Phil was instantly mad for the rest of the night. Then when we got to sams kate and every1 was there and the fightin continued. Phil went haywire and said some bad shyt but im not gonna say what or what happened..its not my place to say. But at that point i really wanted to leave sams hell i didnt want to be there in the 1st place. But billy didnt care so of course i got pissed. I was about to leave myself and he said wait and left with me. We fought all the way home and even at home. And its the next day and were both still upset. Well did i have a hell of a night or what. All this cuz bills dad didnt go to work. lol | | |
| Well back again and im still feeling very stressed out and at a dead end. I really need to talk to some1 that will understand. Well thats all I have to say for now. | | |
| Hey its been a while...I really need to get some stuff off my chest. I have a lot to say and no1 to say it to. Billy kinda nos but hes not a very good listener. I been going through so much these past few months..the months i havent written in here. Not only does it suck that my grandmom died but my one remaining grandmother starting fighting with me and my family for no reason and doesnt want ne part of us. And im serious when i said there was no reason. It hurts me so bad that the one grandmother that loved us and wanted to be with us died and the other one who is alive and can be with me and my sis and fam doesnt want to. Nd now my mom and dad have been fighting off and on..and seriously too. I have no job still and i have been looking and i cant find one. I have so much stress its not even funny. Me and billy had some serious fights. And also i found out if i get a job i lose my health coverage and that means i wont be able to pay for my epilepsy medication..and the job that i get i wont make enuff to pay for it. So its either get a job and lose my coverage or dont get a job and keep my coverage so i can get my medication. Im at a brick wall im so stressed out i have family money and health and relationship issues that typing them all out would take forever. Im at the end of my rope. I dont know what to do. If ne can help me with some suggestions please do through xanga or email me. drteeth692003@yahoo.com... bye bye | | |
| Hello back again..well its been a lil over 1wk since my last entry. Well not much happened in the week. Christmas was ok, i mostly got everything i wanted and I cant wait til new years cuz im partying and i might march in the mummers parade im still not sure about that yet. And friday im going to the Gallery and to South street. Im also thinking of getting a tattoo. I dont know. If I get one it will be a fairy, a butterfly, angel or something else. Well thats all I have to say for now. TTYL. | | |
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